It's like been frozen... and suddenly wake up from the dream... which has been more like a nightmare lately.
I wake up, and see the sun's light with my own eyes for the first time in years... and suddenly... I see it, I sense it...
My fire, my impulse in life is gone. I'm not speaking about a person if you thought it... no... that impulse is gone since I was with the person... I believe... she took it from me...
I remember... I remember a feeling in myself... I don't feel it anymore... but i did not care... she was there to fill that emptiness with dreams.
Now I know: It's not dreams what I need, It's my impulse in life, my fire in the eyes... That thing that made me unstoppable once.
I believe, I believe the key to my fire, it's the absolute independence of everyone... I made a mistake: I made myself dependent of people.
If you read this, mark my words: I've been cursed. I need to get rid of the Curse "love" has put over me.
Don't follow my steps, or you shall fall in the curse.
I order whoever is in charge: Give my fire back again.
The last time I needed a "Hell 101" summer course to be free of any attachments... It almost took my life.
Then... I think it's time to take that Course again... I know all the tricks this time... And This time... I'll be prepared for the worst enemy I've ever known: MYSELF...
Read this as an advertisement: Never get dependent of people, or you'll be cursed
