Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Fly away from "home" to find HOME

A few words from my personal feelings:

I sense again that non-sense sorrounding me, I hate it, really.

In 22 years of life, only as a child I was obligated to do, wear, think, what adults wanted me to think.

It's been 9 years that no one, not even HER made me do something I don't want to do, and now my WHOLE group (except Elf) want me in that Fucking p.a.r.t.y., and I'm doubting about my decission... Is it that I care about my semester that much that I want to break my own rule and assist with them?

Need to get rid of this LRN

On the other hand, today, Gaby's Friend Abril told me that today is a special day, the mood you are during the whole day, will come back later twice as strong DURING THE REST OF THE YEAR

Does it mean I need to reconsider my way of thinking before I doubt of myself... again?

I believe my choice will affect my way of seeing the world (not the other way).

I'm in the path I always avoided, CHANGE FOR GOOD OR STAY AS YOU ARE.... HARD CHOICE